Anyway, this ties in with a lot that has being going on recently, as well as my confidence and self esteem issues.
I've lost a lot of people i held close recently, and having to chose what's best for me regarding certain people. And this really just puts all that into perspective. Maybe to carry on my life, i had to say goodbye to those people. I admit, i have been happier without the majority, because they just put me down and hurt me.
This also helps me with my confidence, I'm a very very shy person, and I enjoy staying in my comfort zones and act like an idiot to cover that up. but this helps because if i 'lose sight' of my comfort zones (the shore) and say yes to things that my confidence would normal hold me back with then i will have a much better quality of life, and I have already done a lot more, and met new people, so it is working!
I guess I just wanted to share this, because I know a lot of people now a days have confidence/self esteem issues, so I just wanted to say, It doesn't last forever, I think when you grow and mature you realise what you've been missing out on, and think, Stuff that! Forget what they think, i'm living for me!
Until next time,